Ethical Madness

I have had problems in answering this, as you can see. I don't consider myself so wise I could give you any advice, but still, it feels like I had to.

And you can never get to the level of assholeness (What a word!) I used to be in. (I'm always better in everything... *Slaps herself around.*) Sweet words are easy, it's easy to make an innocent girl fall in love with you. Tell her you love her, give a couple of promises, a few loving kisses, and she'll be all yours.

And then you can cheat on her, you can test how long she believes you love her.

Love is a tricky bitch. But she is lovely, adorable, fantastic. She rewards you, but she also makes you cry. It's for the balance, I think. It's not nice, but it's necessary.


And my birthday. Well, it was ok. Lots of drunken people. (30th April is a traditional drinking day here in Finland.) And I was sober. I walked a lot, killed time in a train, was easily annoyed and all that.

I don't like birthdays. But at least I got presents.