Ethical Madness

Mh. I have a weird problem with my sexuality. Most of the girls I know are either lesbians or at least bisexual, but then, as it is so, it's not like it is enough. When we have the ability to make choices, I'm left alone. I'm not so brave or anything.

And last time I had a girlfriend (around Christmas) I was left very disappointed. For one week it was nice. The sex was great and she looked beautiful. Then reality hit me. Reality is a bitch.

She dumped me then, a month or so after that, left with another girl. And I realised I was more jealous about that girl. Just too many lesbians around me, I guess.

Tried to be straight, for a while, too. It was kind of fun, but I didn't get anything with that. I can have fun with guys, but a deeper relationship sounds like a joke.


Relationships suck.