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fanged_angel ([personal profile] fanged_angel) wrote2004-09-18 10:06 pm

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

OK...this is it. i am angry. I am VERY angry. What the hell...
I don't know why. because Fernando bloody Alonso is a fucking prick, because ....
*kicks something*
OW!
HOW DARE ...well, is it normal to fucking dream you're dying bloody alone. I felt like shit these two days, with Victor glaring at me and my blood pressure fucking with me like everyone else is doing, my favourite teacher told us all to pick an optative because he was giving it and he left for another school leaving us all like idiots.
I ...need a friend. I need someone whom I can fucking talk to about anythng I bloody please and someone who will understand me. Is that too fucking bleeding much to just fucking ask???? No one has time for me, that's for sure.
Just gve me a bloody break...oh sorry, forgot that is exactly what everyone's doing. Everyone who? Everyone no one.
That's the thing I forgot. No one gives a shit about me. I guess it's selfish of me to ask that.
Anyway, whatever, pass the page, never happened, don't care, don't look back.

Pics from Monza part 2:







He is so scary...not!


Go RUBY!!!! :)


Couldn't help it, sorry...


A brand new photographer.


Whack!


The eye of Ferrari...


*sighs* Ralf, get away from me...stop drooling at your brother.


*cough*


Mushed.


Stop talking to Mika all day, will you?


he is SO looking at Taku.


On another hand, I'm writing a Ralf/Jarno fic. I know [livejournal.com profile] icie might punch me, but I was so mad with fernando and I wanted to try something new. Also, I wanted to write a Michael/Rubens fic but Ralf didn't let me. So it's now a Michael/Rubens/Ralf fic. Someone handcuff Ralf and put him somewhere for a day. He's killing me.

[identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
well, he hates to lose, as he says on his website...maybe he just hates to lose Jarno and races.
Maybe I'm just being too nice in analysing his behavious. LOL, he actually said he hates even losing a game of cards.

[identity profile] icie.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I know he hates to loose... but I suppose he hates to loose to anyone, so I wouldn't say he would say it to attack Jarno...

[identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
But the thing is he DID say it to attack Jarno, because the reporter from the magazine asked him if that was meant for his teammate and he said yes.

[identity profile] icie.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Now THAT is mean! *hits Fernando*

[identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I know. tell me about it. My blood was boiling after I read that.
He just acts like such a kid sometimes, after bragging how amture he is and then he goes and acts like that.
*hugs*

[identity profile] icie.livejournal.com 2004-09-18 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
*grrrr* Yes... he is a kid... and he really needs to grow up... *shakes her head*


*hugs back*

[identity profile] m-h.livejournal.com 2004-09-19 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
just joining in this conversation. Hope you guys don't mind.

I have seen interviews with Fernando that have been totally made up. I'm not saying that this one is but maybe it's been made to sound more dramatic than it is?

I think he's just upset with the situation at Renault but not actually so much with Jarno.

One word of advice; don't let Fernando piss you off because at the end of the day he isn't worth it.

I hope that you feel better soon. <--- i don't actually know what else to say.

[identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com 2004-09-19 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
of course I don't mind you joined in the conversation.
I know some of his interviews are fake but the think is he has exclusivity with grand prix magazine and he always has his space in it, and after every grand prix he gives an interview that goes to telecinco and the magazine so this one really wasn't made up.
Well, I guess he is very worried and he does hate to lose so...
*hugs*
Thanks so much!