FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!! [Ethical Madness]

OK...this is it. i am angry. I am VERY angry. What the hell...
I don't know why. because Fernando bloody Alonso is a fucking prick, because ....
*kicks something*
OW!
HOW DARE ...well, is it normal to fucking dream you're dying bloody alone. I felt like shit these two days, with Victor glaring at me and my blood pressure fucking with me like everyone else is doing, my favourite teacher told us all to pick an optative because he was giving it and he left for another school leaving us all like idiots.
I ...need a friend. I need someone whom I can fucking talk to about anythng I bloody please and someone who will understand me. Is that too fucking bleeding much to just fucking ask???? No one has time for me, that's for sure.
Just gve me a bloody break...oh sorry, forgot that is exactly what everyone's doing. Everyone who? Everyone no one.
That's the thing I forgot. No one gives a shit about me. I guess it's selfish of me to ask that.
Anyway, whatever, pass the page, never happened, don't care, don't look back.

Pics from Monza part 2:

He is so scary...not!

Go RUBY!!!! :)

Couldn't help it, sorry...

A brand new photographer.

Whack!

The eye of Ferrari...

*sighs* Ralf, get away from me...stop drooling at your brother.

*cough*

Mushed.

Stop talking to Mika all day, will you?

he is SO looking at Taku.

On another hand, I'm writing a Ralf/Jarno fic. I know

icie might punch me, but I was so mad with fernando and I wanted to try something new. Also, I wanted to write a Michael/Rubens fic but Ralf didn't let me. So it's now a Michael/Rubens/Ralf fic. Someone handcuff Ralf and put him somewhere for a day. He's killing me.

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Uhm... what has Fernando done? *scratches her head*

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He just got on my nerves with his "Jarno-is-nothing-compared-to-me" attitude. It just makes me sick that's all.

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I still don't get it... where do you have it from? :S

Hm...Grand Prix magazine...i don't have it with me so I'll just tell what i remmeber almost exactly.
'"I don't race for ending up seventh or eighth...I'm not like others", Fernando said Sunday, in another subtle attack towards jarno trulli'

I don't believe he would say it as an attack towards Jarno...

Well, he did, he's making a lot of commentaries like this one lately, I've seen all the interviews he's given after Spa and Monza. It just drives me crazy when he does that. And he also said last Sunday that he shouldn't have gone so fast in order to win the point from Jarno and gain a position in the WDC.

:S It doesn't sound like him... this is weird... something must have happened... :S

He's been like this for a long time, I just think he's not the great guy some think he is. he is a spoiled,egotistic brat most of the time when he talks about jarno. Maybe he's still just a kid and that's it. maybe he'll grow up someday.

Well, I've never really heard any interviews with him.. only few, so I can't judge... but before, he was always talking nice about Jarno and Jarno was talking nice about him... *shrugs*

well, he hates to lose, as he says on his website...maybe he just hates to lose Jarno and races.
Maybe I'm just being too nice in analysing his behavious. LOL, he actually said he hates even losing a game of cards.

Yes, I know he hates to loose... but I suppose he hates to loose to anyone, so I wouldn't say he would say it to attack Jarno...

But the thing is he DID say it to attack Jarno, because the reporter from the magazine asked him if that was meant for his teammate and he said yes.

Now THAT is mean! *hits Fernando*

I know. tell me about it. My blood was boiling after I read that.
He just acts like such a kid sometimes, after bragging how amture he is and then he goes and acts like that.
*hugs*

*grrrr* Yes... he is a kid... and he really needs to grow up... *shakes her head*

*hugs back*

just joining in this conversation. Hope you guys don't mind.

I have seen interviews with Fernando that have been totally made up. I'm not saying that this one is but maybe it's been made to sound more dramatic than it is?

I think he's just upset with the situation at Renault but not actually so much with Jarno.

One word of advice; don't let Fernando piss you off because at the end of the day he isn't worth it.

I hope that you feel better soon. <--- i don't actually know what else to say.

of course I don't mind you joined in the conversation.
I know some of his interviews are fake but the think is he has exclusivity with grand prix magazine and he always has his space in it, and after every grand prix he gives an interview that goes to telecinco and the magazine so this one really wasn't made up.
Well, I guess he is very worried and he does hate to lose so...
*hugs*
Thanks so much!

*hugs you*

*sob*
Sorry, whenever I get really angry, tears follow.
I guess a hug is all I needed right now. thank you so much.
*hugs back*

*hugs*

Thanks so much!
*sniffs*

*hugs you*
*give you a man hug as well* :D

:D
*hugs back*
I don't deserve you guys.

I can be your friend! Tell me WHATEVER you want.

I love you, Steph.
*hugs*

*big big big hug*
I wish i could talk to you more... stupid timezones... Please feel better!

*hugs back*
Timezones are idiotic, but at least we have here to send messages to each other. i really miss you, but hey...
I do feel better thanks to you guys.
How about you do write me a mail with what's been going on with you lately. ;)
If you have the time, of course.
Love ya!

Hey sweetie, I don't know much about this, but it seems like the type of stupid quarrel that always happen between people who are very close and care for each other lots. Then if they get hurt due to some circumstances, they overflow and say stupid/mean things. Don't let it hurt yourself so much. ;_; *huuuuuuuuug* love you.

On the other hand, wow, thanks for the pictures. Those two are...cute with their kendo staffs. And Mikey on his knees does something to me. @_@ *hugs again, runs off with bound and gagged Ralf*

I'll keep him in my closet for a while now.

I love you so so much. I really don't deserve you guys. it wasn't anything like that, just me having a bad day and acting teenagey again-
*hug*
Ah, yes, they're so cute...and mike on his knees is just....gah! It kills me and bunnies start hopping every time I see him like that.
keep him there, thank you.
ralf, behave yourself.
*HUGS*

Of course you deserve all the good things you wish. And acting teenagey is good, because at least you can say you're acting your age. When I act all teenagey [happens often]... gosh let's not go into that. ^_^;; *embarrassment* *hug*

:)
Don't be embarassed, cherie!
*hugs*

Awwww *hugs you*

Hope you feel better!

I do! thanks so much!
*hugs back*

Hey honey! You're not alone! Not at all! I'm always here for you and if you feel like, just spam me with mails I'd never mind! I love you! *mwah*

And the pictures are so cool! *drools* They're kind of weird actually and if I would slash Rubens/Michael they'd give me bunnies. *lol*

And Mikey on his knees does something to me.
*rofl* Now, you shouldn't have said that. *naughty thoughts* I only need to get rid of the Rubens pics inside my mind. *lol*

*sniff*
Thanks so much, you have no idea how much this all means to me.
That's a VERY naughty mental image indeed!!!!
And Rubens isn't bad...not bad at all.
*hugs^*

*hugs you*

Maybe Fernando has simply to calm down and digest everything, he seems to have a lot of temperament. Well, now I am running around with an evil Fernando fic bunny and I still can't write anything decent because I have not enough time and my pc is not working *cries*. Just now, I am sitting at the pc that belongs to my mum's boyfriend.

Aw, I'm so sorry your pc isn't working.
Fernando has a lot of temperament, I guess.
Anyway, I'm not annoyed anymore.
*hugs*

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