Wow...dreaming of Moscow and writing my new fic.

[fanged_angel]

I've decided to update my LJ, because I had a lot of thoughts during the night that I honestly don't remember now. I slept poorly and could only make dreams of me in Moscow, in the snow and watching the Worlds right there. I think it would break my heart not to go, but I'm probably not that lucky as to go.*sighs*
I have finally decided that I bloody despise my ex.I can't stand her anymore. And it was not my bleeding fault. Not entirely at least. She's a beautiful person on the outside, but a Dementor on the inside. I'm not good for her, she's not good for me. I need a different person, I need someone a few years older than me, more experienced than me, because I need to find out my sexuality, I need to be certain of it. Well, I am almost certain of it, but as I had no _real_ relationship with a girl, well...
Am I living in my imaginary world? Am I living in the worlds I create in my writing? I don't really think so, but then again i might be wrong. I think that if i'd live in my imaginary world all the time, i wouldn't care so much about others, especially about people that I shouldn't let them hurt me.
Oh well...as I told Aurea in a comment I feel very cuddly today. I need a hug...and some chocolate. And the 2004 Worlds EX. And someone by my side. And harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban movie ( come on already!). Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.
I'm so glad Steph and Aurea can stand me and be my friends, there aren't many people that like me. Thanks again!

Comments

[fanged-angel.livejournal.com]

Then Moscow will definetely happen because I want it to happen with all my heart. I can't wait to see PoA, I heard that they'll start filming Goblet of Fire next month. I really find it ridiculous that they filmed PoA last summer and it will come to the cinemas this summer. It's stupid.
I love caramel, especially bars of chocolate with caramel filling so thank for giving me some and thanks for always wanting to be my friend. What happened tot he cell in the end?

[spiceonice.livejournal.com]

Did they really finish taping last summer? That's... odd. Maybe they want to keep the actors looking young. Tom Felton and Sean Biggerstaff-I had some really big crushes on them last year. Did you know-Dan Radcliffe and I have the exact same birthday. Goblet of Fire will be cool. I can't wait to see who they cast to play Viktor! Good caramel is the best! Well, I thought we should have kept the cell, but my friends are good hearted...so they turned it into the office! I don't know if anyone found it or not.

[sectioaurea.livejournal.com]

I have a problem with Tom Felton in PS (or SS, but I prefer the British edition). All this talk about pointed face, and what do we get? A boy with too much flesh all over his face, and reddish yellow hair. But the pictures from PoA - I think I have to change my opinion now.

Jason Isaacs. (And that wig!) Now there's a man. He makes so wonderful Lucius. And Alan Rickman. Or the two of them together. And I won't let my mind wander to RPS again.

[spiceonice.livejournal.com]

Ooh how could I have forgotten Jason Isaacs! The man *is* gorgeous!

I think Tom looks pretty good. It was Hermoine I had a problem with. Her hair wasn't curly enough, nor was it frizzy. They needed someone with wilder hair. Like me.