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Wow...dreaming of Moscow and writing my new fic.

posted by [personal profile] fanged_angel at 07:08pm on 30/04/2004
I've decided to update my LJ, because I had a lot of thoughts during the night that I honestly don't remember now. I slept poorly and could only make dreams of me in Moscow, in the snow and watching the Worlds right there. I think it would break my heart not to go, but I'm probably not that lucky as to go.*sighs*
I have finally decided that I bloody despise my ex.I can't stand her anymore. And it was not my bleeding fault. Not entirely at least. She's a beautiful person on the outside, but a Dementor on the inside. I'm not good for her, she's not good for me. I need a different person, I need someone a few years older than me, more experienced than me, because I need to find out my sexuality, I need to be certain of it. Well, I am almost certain of it, but as I had no _real_ relationship with a girl, well...
Am I living in my imaginary world? Am I living in the worlds I create in my writing? I don't really think so, but then again i might be wrong. I think that if i'd live in my imaginary world all the time, i wouldn't care so much about others, especially about people that I shouldn't let them hurt me.
Oh well...as I told Aurea in a comment I feel very cuddly today. I need a hug...and some chocolate. And the 2004 Worlds EX. And someone by my side. And harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban movie ( come on already!). Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.
I'm so glad Steph and Aurea can stand me and be my friends, there aren't many people that like me. Thanks again!
Mood:: 'contemplative' contemplative
Music:: Where is the love- Black Eyed Peas (I sometimes like this)
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posted by [identity profile] spiceonice.livejournal.com at 07:02pm on 02/05/2004
Oh, you have to have faith, my dearest! Moscow will happen if you want it to happen! Well, that's my mentality on Torino at least. I can't wait to see the Harry Potter movie either! It comes out the day we are done with school so I will probably see it with a couple of girls I go to school with.

*Hugs*
*Hands a chocolate bar with caramel filling to Jas* Hope you like caramel! Because I do!
*Hugs again* I'll ALWAYS BE your friend! Right here when you need me! On Friday morning we found a cell phone someone had lost, and I wanted to call you using it! But I didn't know your number! ^____^
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posted by [identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com at 08:34am on 03/05/2004
Then Moscow will definetely happen because I want it to happen with all my heart. I can't wait to see PoA, I heard that they'll start filming Goblet of Fire next month. I really find it ridiculous that they filmed PoA last summer and it will come to the cinemas this summer. It's stupid.
I love caramel, especially bars of chocolate with caramel filling so thank for giving me some and thanks for always wanting to be my friend. What happened tot he cell in the end?
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posted by [identity profile] spiceonice.livejournal.com at 06:10pm on 03/05/2004

Did they really finish taping last summer? That's... odd. Maybe they want to keep the actors looking young. Tom Felton and Sean Biggerstaff-I had some really big crushes on them last year. Did you know-Dan Radcliffe and I have the exact same birthday. Goblet of Fire will be cool. I can't wait to see who they cast to play Viktor! Good caramel is the best! Well, I thought we should have kept the cell, but my friends are good hearted...so they turned it into the office! I don't know if anyone found it or not.
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posted by [identity profile] sectioaurea.livejournal.com at 12:02am on 04/05/2004
I have a problem with Tom Felton in PS (or SS, but I prefer the British edition). All this talk about pointed face, and what do we get? A boy with too much flesh all over his face, and reddish yellow hair. But the pictures from PoA - I think I have to change my opinion now.

Jason Isaacs. (And that wig!) Now there's a man. He makes so wonderful Lucius. And Alan Rickman. Or the two of them together. And I won't let my mind wander to RPS again.
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posted by [identity profile] spiceonice.livejournal.com at 03:08pm on 04/05/2004
Ooh how could I have forgotten Jason Isaacs! The man *is* gorgeous!

I think Tom looks pretty good. It was Hermoine I had a problem with. Her hair wasn't curly enough, nor was it frizzy. They needed someone with wilder hair. Like me.
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posted by [identity profile] sectioaurea.livejournal.com at 10:58am on 03/05/2004
I would definately give you a hug - no, many hugs - but it doesn't feel so good when it's written. But if you want, you can imagine me there, hugging you, because that is what I would do if I were there.

And you have to come to Moscow. You really have to. I don't give you any alternatives.
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posted by [identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com at 11:03am on 03/05/2004
Thanks Aurea. I was beginning to worry about you. I didn't know where you were.
Aye, aye, Captain, if you put it that way I'm definitely coming to Moscow.
I know hugs don't fell good when they're written but I don't have any other option.
*hugs* for you too, if you need them.
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posted by [identity profile] sectioaurea.livejournal.com at 12:50pm on 03/05/2004
I do need hugs. I always do. (Everybody does, eh?)

And there's no need to worry about me. I come and I go. Flutter in the sun and in the dark. This house is not my home. Ecxept when we're all byrocratic.

Oh, I knew I would make it. *Smiles.* Moscow...
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posted by [identity profile] fanged-angel.livejournal.com at 10:14am on 05/05/2004
I give all the hugs in the world, to you and Steph. Everyday.
*also dreaming of Moscow*
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