Happy Xmas

Just wanted to wish everyone a happy christmas!

Not again

No, really, I feel really good being alone, with no money and no friends on Christmas. it's great. I have a big family from my dear father's side, and I had them until I left romania, even though mum divorced the man and remarried (thank God).
But........oh fuck it all to hell. just want to disappear and return in a nicer life. Is there something I'm good at? Is there anything I don't fuck up?


( I said that I love this song too much, I can't get it out of my head now )